Satu minggu.

Oh dah seminggu bermula semester baru. Hari first macam lost sikit sebab semua dah start subjek baru. Entomologi (study about insect and the worst is yes U MR COAKROACH!), Epidemiology (about distribution and determinant of disease i think), Patologi Sistemik & Histopatologi etc. Semua ada 7! Fuhh harap boleh bawak!

Dan lepas satu minggu jugak lah baru terhegeh-hegeh nak tengok result sebab tak bayar yuran lagi dan agak cuak sebab ramai cakap result semua teruk. Tapi Alhamdulillah result sangat ok. Memang tak jangka sebab SEMUA adalah killer paper semester lepas. Cuba bayangkan kalau kau ada 4 paper killer yang mana semuanya 4 jam kredit. Memang menangis jawab dalam exam hall. Harap-harap semester ni boleh maintain. -_-"


Hari ni punya tajuk kuliah pasal "Insect Behavior" more to survival of the fittest . Lecture dia sangat memberi inspirasi walaupun belajar pasal serangga dia jugak banyak cerita pasal human behavior. Dia kata among student survival of the fittest is to get high CGPA. Tsk tsk. Tapi dia jugak cakap not necessary yang top scorer tu boleh survive dalam dunia kerja. Everyone have their own talent. :) Dia jugak cakap its not too late for us to success. Start aiming for now and only us can change destiny. :) Ah dia memang salah seorang role model lah!


Ah tapi motif sebenar nak cakap hari ni kan lecturer kegemaran mengajar untuk satu kelas hari ni. :D Ah tapi satu kelas je untuk semester ni. Tahun 3 nanti baru jumpa lagi. TSK TSK. Macam biasa dia memang tak mengecewakan. :) Suka cara dia ajar tapi tak suka soalan dia sangat susah. Tak boleh imagine macam mana nak menghadap soalan dia masa tahun 3 nanti dah lah subjek tu berkait rapat dengan killer subject sem lepas. T_T Dia kata dalam benci kenalah ada sayang sikit. hahahaha......

Oh ya, dah lepas seminggu ni bila scholar nak masuk? -_-"

After story

Nothing interesting happens lately. That explain the no update. Lucky there is internet for entertaining me. *clapclap*

I have been watching Boys Over Flower lately a Korean version of Hana Yori Dango. Due to my hectic schedule i cannot watch it earlier. Sigh. Dem I know I'll be addicted to this series! Korea version punya memang berbeza dengan version yang lain coz' everything are cute. The plot, the place, the scene oh and the boys too. They are too hot for me to handle. ROFL. Teehee :) Tapi ada beberapa episod yang agak exagerated but overall it's ok. They make a little twist to the plot and that makes this story more interesting to watch.

a little bit synopsis:

Jandi was just an outcast in the new school until she met the four richest spoilt boys nicknamed F4 (which stands for Flower 4). F4 is a notorious group that will make life miserable for those who retorts them. Jandi crosses path with the leader of the group when she defended her friend whom accidentally dropped ice-cream on his shoe. She was subjected to bully from the entire school after receiving a red card from F4. When the head strong Jandi could no longer tolerate the bullying, she confronted the leader, Junpyo. After that confrontation, Junpyo began to fall for her and hence begins the romance between Jandi and F4.

Credit here.

Lee Min Ho aka Gu JunPyo
He look so cool in this school uniform. How I wish our uniform are like this.

I like his character JunPyo. A spoilt boy with a very bad temper and high ego. He is smart, good at everything he does and fluent in numerous languages but somehow he couldn't master the Korean language. ROFL! However he is loyal guy who loves one girl only. Wow! Something yang kita tak akan jumpa dalam dunia nyata. That why Drama is fun Reality sucks. Oh dia juga yang paling good looking from others. :)

Oh I want to buy the DVDs!

Ada juga sambungan siri ni dalam bentuk musical drama. Ada empat bahagian for each of F4. Dah tentu-tentu lah tengok bahagian JunPyo dulu. Sangat sweet but kinda disappointed because the main girl character are not there. Sigh. Surprisingly he can sing walaupun agak biasa-biasa je la. But the efforts is there. Check dekat youtube for those who interested to watch.

Dem! I really need to shop! New bag, new shoes I really need it! Ada jugak few things that I have to buy before the semester started.

P/s: I have been playing with roflbot. Haha agak fun la sebab boleh letak caption yang kelakar dekat gambar. :D

It just a dream.

Malam tadi mimpi, agak ngerilah sampai tak mahu buka mata walaupun dah terjaga. Sebab takut ternampak 'that thing' as soon as I woke up. Phew...it seems so real. Bila terbangun je terasa sangat letih and the scene of the dream keep repeating in my head. For sure I won't sleep after 12 tonight. Ye seperti yang dijangka saya bermimpi tentang hantu.

Mari kita bermula. Mimpi ini berlaku di sekolah berasrama penuh.(haha perasan muda padahal zaman sekolah dah lama berlalu. ok macam cerita HISTERIA pun ada.) Budak-budak lelaki dekat sana memang suka mengacau budak-budak perempuan, termasuk saya. Biasalah tengah remaja katakan. Lepas tu entah macam mana saya boleh terjatuh hati dengan one of the boys. Teehee...:D. Nama budak tu Danny. (phew siap ingat nama lagi) Oh tak si Danny yang jatuh hati pada saya. Ada seorang budak kecil yang jadi posmen bagitau yang Danny suka saya. Tapi al-kisahnya lepastu kami bercinta. Danny sangat popular, sangat pandai, memang kesayangan semua oranglah. Dia cakap dia suka dengar suara saya sebab suaraku membuatkan dia terasa lemah. (???)

Tapi tak lama lepas tu Danny meninggal dunia. Sedih sangat sebab ada orang kata dia kene bunuh. Kemudian yang menyeramkan roh dia tak tenang dan dia mencari saya. Dia kejar sampai saya tak tahu nak sembunyi dekat mana. Ada satu masa dia dapat tangkap saya dan nak cekik saya. Saya menjerit lepastu dia terkaku. Oh rupanya suara saya yang buat dia lemah. (???) Ada seorang kawan selamatkan saya kemudian tolong hapuskan roh dia (ala-ala zombie.) kemudian kitaorang dapat tahu rupa-rupanya ada orang dendam dengan Danny dan lepastu gunakan dia untuk bunuh saya. (seriously...WHAT THE EFF???) Sangat sedih tau tak. I was broken hearted. Dahlah hilang orang kesayangan lepastu dapat tahu ada orang sengaja gunakan dia untuk balas dendam.

Oh dan kemudian masa dalam pelarian untuk menyelamatkan diri tu pergi sembunyi dekat rumah kawan lepastu tiba-tiba hantu muncul dekat depan tingkap. Depan mata pulak tu! Huhu sangat terkejut sampai terjaga. Tapi tak berani buka mata. Dahlah tak dapat tidur lepastu. Baca ayat kursi beberapa kali baru dapat tidur balik. Kemudian sambung bermimpi di mana lepas beberapa tahun saya trauma dengan kejadian tu sampai tak mahu orang lain buka balik cerita pasal Danny. And lastly I meet a new love.

HIM :)

Ok faham tak kronologi cerita ni?

Nak kata tidur tak basuh kaki takde lah pulak. Maybe tertengok trailer filem Santau dekat melodi siang tu yang terbawa-bawa sampai ke mimpi. From now on say NOOOOO to horror movie.

p/s : Selalu kalau tengok cerita seram macam tak tengok pun sebab mostly tutup mata sampai ending. :(

Mau tidur dulu babai. Have a nice dream.

.........and the golden eye boy wins her heart.

Twilight/New Moon mood.....atau sebetulnya Robert Pattinson mood??

Belum tengok lagi movie ni, tapi ia dah termasuk dalam senarai 'a-must-watch-movie'. :D
Terasa macam malas nak tengok sebenarnya sebab dah tahu ending nye macam mane.
Yupp...I have read all the books.
Ramai yang pergi tengok kate movie ni bosan, sebab tak banyak adegan antara Edward dengan Bella. Tapi bila tengok behind the scene kat channel 712, rasa macam mahu pergi tengok.
I want to watch the last part where Edward meet the Volturi. :)
Benda yang buat saya tak suka tengok cerita adaptasi ni kadang-kadang ada certain scene from the book yang tak include dalam movie. Important scene pulak tu.

But he is so irresistible!!!! I MUST watch this.

Wake me up when september ends..... Oh its december already???

Oh hai! Its december already? Man...time move very fast nowadays. Cuti dah nak dekat habis, result sudah mahu keluar..(i seriously don't want to think about it).

My life is pretty boring right now. Nothing much i do besides sleeping, eating, online-ing. Half of my life are spent online. Thinking of updating my blog, but i have nothing to write here. Seems like my mood for blogging lost already. Ok benda sama yang dibebelkan sebaik sahaja mula mengupdate. Fine Nana fine...we know it already...*sigh*

I wanna hang out with my friends, tapi semuanya buzy. Merajuk lah macam ni. Oh my....and now internet pun slow sangat. Maybe sebab cuaca tak berapa baik. Hari-hari hujan. Memang sedap kalau tarik selimut untuk tidur. Ufufufuf~ selamat datang kegemukan.

Ok lah bye for now. Will update later.

A lil' update

Oh hai! I'm home! WOOHH! Cuti ni I'll make sure I'll use it to restore every energy lost last sem. Haha so many things happen and it's really make my brain BURST! Tensi wohh tensi! Oh lets look at the list i make! :D

• Cleaning my room.
• Hang out with friends.
• Movies!!
• Shopping
• Finish all the books i borrow from library.
• Shopping.
• Dental check-up
• Survey!!
  
• Sleeping.
• Railway station roti bakar.
• Ah food!!
• Etc etc...

Haha it just a plan. Not sure whether i'll do everything as i list. Or maybe there will be new activity add to the list. Who knows HAHA.

Ok ta-ta for now!

Its not THE END, Its THE NEW BEGINNING

Kebanyakan blog yang I terjah semua cerita pasal final exam. Termasuk blog ni jugaklah. Now I'm proudly announce that I'm FREE!! WOOH suke. Budak-budak course lain dah happy-happy dah sebab dah habis paper last week. I terkontang-kanting meneruskan perjuangan. kenapa setiap sem meti Biomed yang lambat habis? Tak aci! Housemate pun dah lame balik meninggalkan diri ini keseorangan. Nasib baik Mai si coursemmate sanggup temankan kat rumah. Oh I love u bebeh! Hari-hari mencabar telah berlalu. Hari-hari boring bakal menjelma. Tiba-tiba rase rindu nak menelaah balik. (apekah??)

Habis je exam terus bergegas pergi pulang buku library yang dikepam selama berminggu-minggu. Lepas tu dengan semangatnye pergi pinjam buku untuk next sem. Semua orang berebut nak cop buku. WOOHOO rajin siot. nasib baik boleh renew online so takde masalah lah nak renew lepas ni. Bajet nak bace dekat rumah. Tunggu dan lihat je lah konklusinya nanti.



Hoho dah nak masuk semester 2 weyh. Rase macam baru semalam je daftar masuk. Macam baru semalam je nangis-nangis sebab homesick baru pisah dengan family. Macam baru semalam je habis 1st year. Lepas ni tau-tau je jumpe geng balik anak dah berderet huhh. Macam kawan saye ni tau-tau anak dah nak masuk 2. Anak sulung tak sampai setahun lagi weyh. Sampai orang kate kau bile lagi? Haish mane nak dapat anaknye kalau calon bapa nye tak jumpe lagi. Sampai orang kate jangan memilih sangat. Habis tu takkan nak main cekup je? Kalau macam tu kat Chow Kit bersepah nyah!

Semester ni memang memorable sikit lah. Sangat best weyh. Especially mase lab. Geng-geng lab I memang superb la.! Sayang u olz~ paling best mase last lab dengan Dr. Rohi. (here we go again...) Sebab teruja sangat dengan dia, saye mesti yang baris depan la nak dengar explanation die. Lepas tu dia tanya soalan, yang sure orang lain pun tahu jawapan dia. Tapi takde orang response (kitorang memang passive especially I). Mula-mula jawab pelan-pelan je sebab takut salah, sekali dia NAMPAK!! Terus dia suruh cakap! WHAT THE??!! Nasib baik betul fuhh~ tapi lepas tu bila dia tanye solan lagi mesti dia pandang saya suruh jawab. Coursemate semua dah gelak-gelak. Segan weyh. Tapi last soalan tak dapat jawab. Tsk~
*hehe tapi saya suke. rase best je!*

Lepas tu kawan saya terus cakap "Wah Nana suka la tu Dr Rohi asyik tanya die je". Haha mesti suka sebab I suka Dr Rohi tau! (eppp~ jangan fikir bukan-bukan pulak)

Mase exam lab Parasitologi pun best! THANK YOU PROF KAMEL sebab tolong kitorang tadi. Kalau tak tau la nasib macam mane kitorang nak survive. Next sem saya janji saya setadi betol-betol. Ye janji ni tak tipu. (takut cakap sumpah nanti makan diri).




Weehooo~ dah nak cuti, tapi saya tak suka cuti lama-lama sangat sebab mudah bosan. Sebelum habis exam lagi dah contact kawan-kawan lame dekat facebook/YM tanye plan nak gi mana cuti nanti. Sekali ramai tak balik sebab ade project final year, thesis semua lah. Haish, nampaknye cuti ni bermula aktiviti makan, tidur, tengok tv dan semua aktiviti ke arah kegemukan. Humm~rasa macam tak nak cuti. Nak pergi kelas hari-hari boleh? Eh tapi cuti saya terlibat dengan dengan research. Lepas ni kene pergi rumah orang buat survey. WOW TERUJA NI!

Oh Emm Gee

2 more days to go.
sila tabah.

Dan kenapa yang lepas midsem pun masuk jugak!
Paling WORST baru tahu HARI INI!!
dah lah exam ESOK wei!!

huhuhu~~
*tunduk baca nota*

Too good to be true.

"I wish that the hot, rich boy will actually fall for the plain, poor, and innocent girl like me. I wish that a prince will save me from this crazy, madness world. I wish I will found a guy who only has his eyes on me, truly loves only me and will do anything just for the sake of me. "

Totally Cinderella.

This is what happen when I'm watching back METEOR GARDEN series. Mula-mula tak terasa pun nak tengok balik sebab I know how ADDICTIVE this series are. For the level of addictiveness I give 10/10. Beberapa hari yang lepas, my friend downloaded this drama and I accidently watch it at her computer and then you know how it ended. OK SAYA MULAKETAGIH DAN AKHIRNYA SAYA DOWNLOAD THE WHOLE SERIES IN JUST ONE DAY AND FINISH WATCHING IT IN ONE DAY TOO! :( Plus terdownload juga 36 vol. komiknye. OMG i should revising my Parasitology and Pemakanan. Guess I'm hopeless after all.


Bila tengok balik cerita ni, teringat balik masa zaman sekolah dulu. Rindunye! All my friends memang gila dengan cerita ni. Ok wrong. All the GIRLS in my school sangat gila dengan cerita ni. Pagi-pagi datang kelas bukan nak tanya kerja sekolah dah siap belum tapi tanya "Eh semalam kau tengok cerita ni?" "Ah!! Handsomenye die, cute je! Ahh!!" etc etc. Oh yes! I'm one of them. Rindunye dengan zaman cerita ni kaluar dulu! Masa tu I form 3, tiap-tiap hari memang tak pernah miss cerita ni, sampai berebut TV dengan mama, sanggup tengok TV buruk yang siarannya macam hampeh semata-mata nak tengok cerita ni. -___-". Siap kumpul duit juga semata-mata nak beli VCD cerita nih tapi tak jadi beli sebab papa kata tak boleh. Oh anak yang taat juga Nana ni. :)

It’s Jerry Yan that got me head over heels. He got me giggling my heart away while watching Meteor Garden. Siapa yang tak lupa kejahatan/kenakalan dia membuli orang dalam drama ni. From a childish, spoil brat, totally jerk rich kid he become so matured, romantic, kind, protective towards the girl he LOVE. Oh how I wish I'm that girl. I feel like a teener again drooling over an Asian actor. I guess 15 year old of me still trapped in my body. *eh kau memang bukan sekarang ni masih suke lagi ke tengok Asian actor?*

He's HOT. Dulu dan sekarang.

How badly did Jerry Yan strike me? I’m thinking of learning Mandarin! So when I get the chance to visit Taiwan, I can converse with him. Haha! Dulu siap mengumpul koleksi kad yang ada gambar dia and the rest of F4, beli puzzle yang besar sampai terasa nak frame puzzle tu. Sticker, kad nama jangan cerita. Itu dulu ok. Sekarang tak lagi. Sekarang google je kat internet boleh dapat banyak gambar dia. Haha! I memang teruja habis la dengan dia ni. Eh Vic Zhou pun boleh tahan jugak la.

Jerry, U buat hati I cair tau tak?

I guess the reason why I'm so addict with his drama because the character DaoMing Si is portrayed as the perfect boyfriend, ideal man etc. Which in REAL world, he is TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE! Modernly prince from Cinderella story. T_T Di tambah pulak dengan actor nye yang sangat hot. *tak habis-habis*. This kind of man only exist in my dream. Hey, we can dream aren't we?

Obsession

MY HEART WAS STOLEN BY HIM..

Here we go again~

One more down. Ok 4 more to go with 2 lab practicals. Phew...life as Biomedic student is hard and this is just a beginning. Wait until we go into 3rd year. A lot more to discover. Huh...

During my 1st year, I regret why i choose Biomedic like there is no other option for me. Hmm...boleh je kalau mahu tukar course ke Pharmacy tapi mase tau dah la takde sape-sape nak bantu and I'm so alone so tak terlintas pun mahu tukar. (yeah mase tu sangat pemalu takde kawan sangat. haishh...). But, like my friend say..bad things happen only to live space for good things happen later on. :) Hopefully lah~

By the way, sekarang I tak regret lagi dah. In fact I'm so happy being in this course. All the lecturer are damn so GOOD in teaching! Especially Dr Rohi. Oh Dr Rohi you are the best EVER! you inspired me a lot u know! *wink-wink* (haish...if u read this can u give me extra mark for pharmacology...please...?) Eh terasa seperti blog ni mempromote Dr Rohi. Haha wait a lot more to come after this! :D Kalau I tukar course dah tentu tak jumpe lecturer ni coz' he is under my department. Lalala~


Hari ni baru je selesai mengambil kertas Khidmat Masyarakat ye kengkawan. Soalan nye memang sangat mengelirukan! hmm..sape suruh tak bace buku..haha jangan tiru macam saye! Selama satu jam membulat-bulatkan jawapan tanpa arah tujuan yang jelas. Huh dan destinasi sudah pasti lah KEHANCURAN! Oh rase macam dah sangat imun dengan perkataan itu semasa exam ni..

But at least En Hukil has promised us to give 47/50 mark for our simulation project. Phew yang lain tu redha je la..... Masa simulasi ni sangat best! Walaupun penat at least we learn something. Macam mane nak buat paper work, surat rasmi etc etc yang mane memang tak pernah pun terfikir macam ni rupenye nak rancang satu-satu program tu! HUHU~ emm but the most interesting part is...jeng jeng jeng...ade satu senior cute dalam group kitorang wei!!~~ Sangat baik, sopan, muke memang innocent gile arr~

admire je oke..:D

But the not so interesting part is when I have to pretend to be Ibu Tunggal. Oh what the eff~ Belum kahwin lagi and i'm not yet have a boyfreind dah dapat tittle itu! NO NO NO!! Lepastu memang giler sumpah semua orang kalau sebut lagi pasal cerita tuh. -______-"


Semester ni hampir berlalu. A lot of things happen. Dan sangat sedih bila memikirkan when I'm finishing my last paper 12 November ni i'll go into the new semester unofficially. *cry* Thats why I nangis after pharmacology paper sebab dah la subjek tu paling minat lepastu lecturer pun minat so kalau boleh nak lulus cemerlang and lastly lain pulak jadinya. So macam dah takdde semangat mau study subjek lain sebab rase macam outcome yg same akan dapat. Sudahla i work hard gile sem ni sebab nak cover 1st year punye pointer yang agak mengancam sebab I punye penyesalan tuh. Long sighhhh. Kenapa lah baru sedar semua yang berlaku ade hikmahnya bila dah terlambat?


Eh sudahlah what happen is happen so dah tak boleh patah balik dah. Lagipun result belum keluar lagi hopefully everything will be okayyyyy~ *pray hard to GOD* Takkan sebab keciwa satu paper je paper lain mau kondemkan same kan? Haha...ok i got new spirit now! I will work hard for another 4 paper. LUCK LUCK LUCK...please sit beside me okayy~


babai~ :D

FAILED!!

Salam,

I said i don't Want to cry. I said i don't want to give up. But at the end...I cry, I give up.

Haish...wake up wake up. Jangan macam ni boleh tak??

Harap-harap dapat survive untuk beberapa minggu akan datang. Nana, sila ingat kata-kata ini,
"When you feel like giving up, remember of why you held on for so long in the first place."

Ok babai.

I don't want to give up.

Salam.

I want to cry. Ade sesiapa yang mahu memberi pinjam bahunye kepada saye? *ini tidak tipu saye memang sedang menangis sekarang*

Hari ini memang sedih gila. Berhadapan dengan killer paper dalam exam hall tadi sudah cukup membuat aku menangis kesedihan. Macam dah nampak je mase depan yang gelap di situ. Rase macam kerja keras selama ni tak berbaloi. Memang ramai yang keluar dari exam hall tadi dengan muke penuh kepura-puraan. Menyembunyikan kesedihan di dalam hati. Haish...harap-harap lecturer tidak terlalu strict dalam penandaan kali ini. -_____-"


Walaupun susah tapi subjek ini lah yang menjadi kegemaranku. FARMAKOLOGI. Itulah subjek yang menjadi mimpi ngeri bagi kebanyakan orang. Terlalu banyak nama dadah yang perlu di hafal, mechanisme of action yang harus di fahami, indication serta contraindication memang cukuplah men'stress'kan. Tapi saye ni pelik sikit, makin susah subjek tu, makin la saye suke. Sebab ia dapat meransang otak untuk bekerja keras. Yeah ape yang penting? KERJASAMA! *eh kenapa wonderpets ade disini?* Hari ini saye bukan sahaja sedih sebab paper hari ni memang teruk, saye sedih sebab lepas ni dah tak ambil lagi subjek ni. Subjek ni cuma ditawarkan semester ini je.


Tak boleh lupe macam mane saye bermain dengan mencit dan tikus dalam lab. Banyak kali tangan ini dicemari dengan najis serta urin haiwan tersebut. Tapi pakai glove ye. Plus, lecturer nye pun sangat best. Ingat lagi Dr. Rohi?? Haha..die memang seorang yang sanagat hebat dan sangat tererlah. Kalau mengajar memang best giler. harap-harap satu hari ni saye mampu menjadi lecturer yang sehebat dia. *wink-wink* memang fully in love lah dengan care die mengajar! ^_^ Dialah sumber inspirasi untuk saye study hard dan perform dalam bidang nih. Oh ye nanti saye akan cerite lagi pasal die.


Terfikir nak ambil master dalam bidang ni tapi macam dah lari dari course yang sekarang lah pulak. Biasenye yg further dalam Farmakologi ni cume budak-budak Farmasi je. Hmm harap-harap ade la peluang ni. -_-"*Eh kau baru 2nd year la, banyak tak belajar lagi!* heh. Ini semua pengaruh dari lecturer yang satu ni.


Ok cukuplah saye membebel kat sini. Mahu tidur dulu. Nanti malam nak bakar minyak lagi. *Burn the midnight oil* Babai olz~

"When you fell like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place"

~suke kate-kate ni. i don't want to give up. i must fulfill my DREAM~
nota: Bila cerite pasal Dr. Rohi terus tak jadi nangis. Haish...

RANDOM

Salam

Wow! after almost two month of hiatus from writing! No no i haven't forgotten about my lovely blog. Although sometimes the thought of discontinuing my blog came across my mind, but after thinking of the hard time and work i have put into editing my lovely pink blog, i guess i should keep on writing and posting. But this time maybe just about random stuff or thoughts of mine. And for those who tagged me last time, I'm truly sorry i cannot do your tag etc, it's really hard for me to do because with the pack class, tonnes of lab report, assignment and study for killer subject, sitting in front of the lappy for a long hours is a big NO NO to me. Capital letter, bold, blink-blink red color 'NO' just like Dr. Rohi my lovely lecturer said. Oh I adore him so much! The best ever lecturer have been teaching me! Oh it doesn't me others are not good. It just that he is extra special *wink-wink*. (Oh my i hope i'm not making any controvertial statement here.) I love all my lecturer, they all are the best and if they are not good/qualified, how come they given a job to teach a super-lazy people like me? -_-" I'm planning to be a lecturer one day wish me luck ya!

Reading back my previous post makes me wonder, OH MY GOD NANA! What have u been talking, blabbering about in your blog for the past few month??!! T_T so childish, so immatured! Huhu. *knock herself* . I'm gonna deleting some of my old post. So today is a brand new me writing here. Hope i can control myself not to talk nonsense. -_-" But thats why they develop this blog thingy rite? For people to talk nonsense. Ok not all but some yes. And its me.

Hmm how to be matured, look matured, or act like a matured people? I have been thinking about this for a long time. Put some wrinkles at the coorner of the eye can make someone matured? *long sigh -_________-"* Eh abig NO NO. i don't want wrinkle at this young age. If i do have i'll inject BOTOX. Guess i gotta learn from my lecturer how to make BOTOX. *wink-wink* I'll get to this topic later ya guys! Haha note to itself: you are officially 21 years old now act just like your age!

Actually i have a LOT story to write here, depends on you my lovely follower or guys out there to read or not. I'm writing here because i think it is time for me to keep tracking of what i have done in the past so that the wonderful, happiness or sad moment didn't lost. ^_^ All random stuff just like i mention above.

Ok guys bye for now. It is time for me to continue study. I'm in the middle of exam. And tomorrow is one of my killer subject paper. Can't wait for tomorrow. Fighting!

nota kaki: phew berjaya menulis fully in english walaupun macam ade yang tak betul di sana-sini. so entry lepas ni adelah rojak. Heee~ mixture of malay and english. Eh lepastu jadi manglish lah? -_-"

I'm smiling don't u see?

Senyum itu satu sedekah. Meh aku sedekahkan satu senyuman khas untuk kamu.


KATAKAN KEJU!!

Sangat menawan bukan? Ye aku tau itu bukan senyuman aku. Memang tadi aku kata aku mahu menghadiahkan satu senyuman, tapi tak semestinya senyuman aku bukan?


"Muka kau serius sangat la. Masam je macam nak marah orang."


Ok ini la 1st impression orang bila 1st time jumpe aku. LOL. Serius nak tergelak pun ada. But i can't help it sebab dah sejak azali lagi muka aku dijadikan begini. Let's see, my dad muka memang garang giler bukan setakat tahap nak makan orang maybe dah tahap nak telan secara hidup-hidup (huh aku still terbayang saat dia merotan aku menggunakan tali pinggang kepala besi tebal tuh. huhu seram tol. i'm not that innocent at all.) . My mom pulak memang sangat serius orangnye. Kadang-kadang orang pun takut nak tegur. Pakcik-pakcik dan makcik-makcik aku juga macam tuh. See it's already in my genetic. Ok enough talking about genetic, huh teringat nota genetik yang bersusun huh depresi tol!


Bukan apa muka aku ni kalau tak senyum memang dah sebijik macam Adriana Lima eh silap kenape tiba-tiba terperasan secun Adriana Lima heh oh ye dah sebijik macam hulk kot. Kalau time jalan-jalan dan tiba-tiba terpandang cermin mata pun menjeling-jeling untuk membetulkan rambut dan segala macam (biasalah perempuan kan) dan tiba-tiba terpandang muka sendiri. OMG kadan-kadang aku pun takut. Sheeshh.


Kadang-kadang dilema jugak nak senyum ke taknak. Ok i have state that senyum itu sedekah. Ok aku senyum je lah jumpa orang aku senyum, jumpa musuh pun senyum gak (evil smile), jumpe orang tergolek aku...takkan nak senyum je kan, tolong gelak dengan kuatnye lah. Ok ok kite tolong dia bangun sambil gelak lah.


Tapi yang sangat tak bestnye bila kite senyum dekat orang, and that people give a look, " Huh ape senyum-senyum? Ada hutang ke? Nak ngorat ke?" Dan diorang pulak bantai syok sendiri. Ini la jadi bila keikhlasan diperkotak-katikkan -_-". Dan akhirnya aku buat muka bodoh je la, tu yang kadang-kadang terkeluar muka bad mood dan kalau time period pain muka memang tahap angker lah. -_-

And someone has make me smile. He's promoting my blog at his blog. Ok mari-mari lihat.

Tambah air klik untuk tumbesaran

This is my 1st time dipromote camni padahal baru je beberapa bulan ni aktif memblog. Thanx a lot Shah. Korang semua yang belum kenal, dah kenal, atau nak berkenalan dengan dia sila lah klik sini. Tapi aku sudah tak rajin berblogging seperti dulu. Nanti kalau aku free aku buat lah aktiviti yang rajin aku buat dulu. Hehe...

A smile is a curve that makes thing straight. I wonder with this kind of smile, will it makes everything straight? Or it makes thing more curvy? -_-"

Stand By U

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.

nota: English translation of Stand By You-TVXQ

Bulan lapan nanti ada reunion untuk budak-budak UPSR batch 2000. Mintak-mintak mama kasi pergi. Dahlah susah nak kumpul diorang ni. Tsk tsk. Entah macam mana rupe diorang sekarang ni. Dah 9 tahun tak jumpa. Gila lama tuh.

Mintak-mintak ade transport.

21st June- Hari Bapa

Happy Father's Day to my Daddy! Sorry if i'm not being a good daughter to you. You know who i am. A troublemaker in the family. That's why i really need doraemon to help me around. *what the hell...* just kidding ok! Semoga Allah panjangkan umur papa. I promise you i'll be good this year and won't make u sad. U are the best!

Tahniah untuk kamu!

Result keluar semalam. Alhamdulillah aku lulus. Nasib baik. Kalau tak, tak tau la camne nak cakap dengan papa dan mama. Ape-ape pun tahniah pada kawan-kawan aku. Result korang gempak giler. Aku pun tumpang happy!! Tak sabar nak mula kuliah. Oh adekah aku berjaye menghalau Encik Malas? Cik Rajin silalah melepak di hatiku selama mungkin ye! Haha..^_^ Pada kawan-kawan aku yang result agak kureng...jangan risau cube lagi ye! Itu saje tata...~

Kadang-kadang aku memang rasa nak jadi pembunuh

Damn! Sepatutnya aku harus melalui hari jumaat yang bahagia dan ceria dalam hidup aku. Sepatutnya aku harus lebih beribadah dan bermunajat sebanyak-banyaknye pada tuhan pada hari ini. Sepatutnya aku harus bersikap baik pada sesama manusia. Damn it!! Ok lepas lunch tadi aku on jer laptop dan terus berblogging/YM seperti biasa. Dangg!!! There goes my good mood. Aku disapa oleh seorang rakan YM yang aku tak berape kenal. Dia add aku lama dulu tapi aku tak pernah tegur dia. Oh ye dulu aku buzz dia tapi dia buat tak layan jer. Memandangkan mood aku sangat baik aku chat lah dengan dia. Kita memang patut mengeratkan silaturahim kan????


Chat punye chat aku rase semacam. Oh tidak SEX MANIAC rupenyer! Mangkuk tandas bertingkat betul! Lahanat betul itu manusia. Dan ade ke patut dia kate perempuan la penyebab kepada masalah sosial sekarang ni! PANAS! PANAS! *sila nyanyi seperti lagu kump GIGI* Aku dengan semangatnye mengatakan itu TIDAK BENAR kerana LELAKI DAN PEREMPUAN juga BERSALAH! Grr...aku malas nak layan orang cacat otak tu dan aku pun terus je block dia dari list YM aku. Buat spoil mood aku jer.

Nota: Di sini diingatkan bahawa aku tidak mahu melaga-lagakan antara lelaki dan perempuan sebab aku rasa kedua-dua mereka sangat hebat dan kool. Lelaki sangat HENSEM dan perempuan sangat CANTIK.


Ok kamu lelaki dan perempuan sama-sama hebat. Diulangi KAMU LELAKI DAN PEREMPUAN SAMA-SAMA HEBAT!! *jerit kuat-kuat bagi gegar dunia*

nota lagi: aku x mau cari gado. sila jangan berperang sesama kamu yer.

Livin' my life HAPPILY...maybe~

Another day passes by without nothing to do....(eheh~ sebenarnye byk mende kene buat but kemalasan beraja di hati....). Bangun tido jer dh lmbt almost 12 huhu (pls dont follow what im doing...) and i had my lunch late... then today baru teringat yang barang tak packing lagi..so aku menyepahkan bilikku lalu menukarkan ia menjadi kapal karam!! haha x sabar rasenye nk balik.. kolej pun dah start sunyi sepi.... Good then i can enjoying using internet!! 2-3 ari lepas agak mengong la wireless kat sini...since ramai yg dh abis exam.. YM buat hal, internet down mcm2 lg lah...rase cm nk hempas2 jer laptop ! Thinking that im not that rich enough to buy a new one sooooooo sabar jer lah..... Oh ye baju banyak x basuh lagi...dengan cuaca yang agak baik ni better aku g basuh skrg...ermm study?? of course.. since i got 2 more papers to go... sigh..... Tonight ade kenduri dgn bdk2 biomed 1st year..macam best jer...well i love eating! Give me anything (halal only) im sure can finish it within second!! haha....(gelojoh ya amat!) haha~

~another day of me.......~